Verge

Love this word. You know how when some thing is growing you up, and it makes you feel like you are on the verge of crying the whole time. Well that's how I feel with this art course. I havent felt this way in a very long time. Today I was explaining to my step brother what happens to me when weird shit happens that I cant deal with- like nearly getting the sack, when your before a judge, at a funeral or the dog just got run over - how I start laughing coz the scene turns into to a cartoon in my head and he said he knew how that happens. Not sure if he was being kind or was just scared. Anyway that whole scene was really funny coz I was pointing to a coke can explaining what shade of red my boss was when she was yelling and it got a bit out of control with the role play. All that doesn't change the fact I'm still on the verge.....