Today I got home from my first hospital sleep over. My first anesthetic, my first understanding of what its like to consciously give up control of my entire body. I wasn't scared at all and didn't have nightmares building up to it, however my body has its own wisdom and when they transferred me on to the table I started to shake. I didn't tell them at first but I could feel the shaking starting to get stronger and said I'm starting to shake and they immediately went in to sleepy bye bye actions. Then the mask started coming and I didn't even feel it touch my face. Must have passed out then. I woke up with my glasses on which was surreal. So to me nothing had happened. I have to say my first TKO and stay in hospital was rather enjoyable.
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bugger it! I tried to link your hopsital visit with Alicia's birthday so I would remember to text you before hand - you know, hope everything goes OK, be safe, enjoy the drugs - sorry, the thought was there xoxo
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